Lovestoned

For someone like me 

To want to be free, 

It takes some more time 

Crossing the line… 

How do you feel? 

My heart is aching 

My soul is crying 

My thoughts are running…. 

My body is cold, 

But my breath is burning. 

My hands are searching 

My fingers are feeling… 

Haven’t you found me yet? 

My legs are trembling, 

My lips are silent. 

My tongue is holding 

The secret I’ll never share… 

How can I undo 

The things that I’ve done? 

But as much as I’d love to 

You’re not the one… 

Why do I want it so badly? 

This resemblance of love… 

It stands there quietly 

Manipulating from above 

I keep yelling and screaming 

For it to fade away… 

I can’t fight this feeling 

But… do I want it to stay? 

I got stuck in this story 

I want it to end… 

But as hard as I try 

It will end in regret… 

This voice is saying things 

That I cannot understand: 

“Stop searching, 

Because you’ll never find. 

Stop running, 

Because you’ll get behind… 

Stop wanting, 

Because you’ll never get. 

Stop burning, 

Because you’ll regret.” 

Then tell me to stop loving, 

And I will… 

“Then, stop!”